Conflict

One of my really good friends recently found out that her trainer (she rides horses) committed suicide.

I'd never met this person, so the news didn't really impact me, but the fact that my friend started bawling scared the living shit out of me.

I've never seen her cry. In fact, she has to be one of the happiest, craziest people I've ever known in my life and to see her break down jarred me.

And the worst part?

I have no idea what to say to her. I can't think of anything to make her feel better. I'm ashamed to say this, but I even took a different hallway to class because I knew I'd run into her if I went the usual way.

I just want her to now that I feel so sorry for her loss, and that I'm here if she ever needs me.